i get trauma's, im fasinated with blood a other things that would be considered scary and abnormal. i dream about suicide and violence and when i dream i start to feel weak. so dreams connect with my nerves with makes me feel whats happens to me in my dreams. i image realistic views of people dying and building falling. i can also descript the inside of any structer without know how the inside look, whether its living or non living. mi mind tells mi to do things i dont want to do. im start to act and feel different. the only channels i watch now is anything that has to do with science. i also went to every kind of doctor and got tested but they said there was nothing wrong. i believe in a one of a kind religion made by me and am very intelligent but nobody believes me because im in a regular class, but i have theories of the universe.