• Why shouldn't I kill myself?

    This is just some stupid rant. I know a lot of random people on the internet don't care, but I don't really have anyone else to talk to :/ I'm a 19 y/o female, and I'm considering suicide. Idk how i'll do it yet or when I will. It could be months into the future or soon just in the heat of the... show more
    This is just some stupid rant. I know a lot of random people on the internet don't care, but I don't really have anyone else to talk to :/ I'm a 19 y/o female, and I'm considering suicide. Idk how i'll do it yet or when I will. It could be months into the future or soon just in the heat of the moment. I think I'm ugly. I'm still a virgin and haven't had a first kiss. I keep hoping things will get better next year but they never do. Now I'm completely hopeless. The only reason I'm alive is because of my mom, but idk how long I can continue with even her alive. I've seen two therapists in my life and after a while I became annoyed by them and nothing changed. I'm actually worse. I know I'm still young, but I don't want to have to wait another year for things to get better. My life isn't really bad or anything. I have one friend and an okay family, but I have social anxiety and ocd. I feel like everybody hates me and wants me to die. I can't talk to people. I feel there is no point in living. I've become self destructive. I cut myself, starve myself, burn myself, hit myself etc. I don't want to die, but what else can I do?
    22 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • I am sexually abused as a child and i am self harming now. Can anyone suggest me a way to get out of that trauma?

    I am 24 year old female .I am sexually abused as a child .I remained psychologically ill throughout my life. And now I am self harming. I am scared to tell or share this. I am destroying myself .I am suicidal and now I sexually abused and harm my body myself.
    I am 24 year old female .I am sexually abused as a child .I remained psychologically ill throughout my life. And now I am self harming. I am scared to tell or share this. I am destroying myself .I am suicidal and now I sexually abused and harm my body myself.
    11 answers · Mental Health · 2 days ago
  • How to begin to restore your mental health?

    Over the past year or 2 my mental health has deteriorated a lot. I have seen councillors but never been honest and hate opening up to people because I like being by myself tbh. I’m 18 now and have just finished my studies so with no exam stress and a chill summer I want to “fix” myself. I have done drugs frequently... show more
    Over the past year or 2 my mental health has deteriorated a lot. I have seen councillors but never been honest and hate opening up to people because I like being by myself tbh. I’m 18 now and have just finished my studies so with no exam stress and a chill summer I want to “fix” myself. I have done drugs frequently (not addicted to a single drug but just like doing lots on night out which probably doesn’t help). I struggle to eat, sleep and live a healthy life. I know what I need to do just struggling to do it. Please give just 1 tip and maybe it’ll help me get toward a better life? xoxo
    11 answers · Mental Health · 1 day ago
  • Girlfriend attempted suicide and is now in a psyche unit, how long will she be there for?

    Hello. I am terrified because i have not heard from her for a while, so im asking here about it. She went to the ER on Sunday the 17th of June and was sent to a psyche ward in the morning of Monday the 20th of June. I have not heard from her since and do not know what hospital she is in/any contact to her... show more
    Hello. I am terrified because i have not heard from her for a while, so im asking here about it. She went to the ER on Sunday the 17th of June and was sent to a psyche ward in the morning of Monday the 20th of June. I have not heard from her since and do not know what hospital she is in/any contact to her family. Is she safe? Will she be ok there? And how long until i see her again? I m worried sick. Thanks for any answers.
    7 answers · Mental Health · 16 hours ago
  • I have an mental illness and I bought stuff with my parents credit card, would I be able to avoid prison if I have an mental illness?

    So I have an mental illness and I have no source of income at all. I tried applying for disability and have been turned down multiple times. I saw this dress that I wanted so bad back in january and I wanted it so bad so I decided to buy it using my parent's credit card. I denied buying it for the past couple... show more
    So I have an mental illness and I have no source of income at all. I tried applying for disability and have been turned down multiple times. I saw this dress that I wanted so bad back in january and I wanted it so bad so I decided to buy it using my parent's credit card. I denied buying it for the past couple of months and recently a few days ago the credit card company contacted the local police and now an investigator is signed onto this case. The investigator came to my moms work place and asked her questions if she bought it. She said no and he says he's gonna ask the neighbors if they saw anyone grabbing packages and run. He's assuming someone used our card and address to get the items and then got it and ran. My friends says the investigator is going to search the house eventually and will find the dress in my room. I spoke to my case manager at the state clinic and she said if I got an attorney then all the attorney has to do is say that I am mentally ill and that my parents are going to lecture me about and they will drop the case. My friend andy on the other hand says they are not going to drop it when they find out that it is me and says they are going to prosecute me. I don't know why my friends says that when my case manager says that I can get off from this without legal issues. Would I be able to avoid prison time if I have an mental illness ? Would the police ever search the house ? Would it be easy to get this case dropped ?
    34 answers · Mental Health · 4 days ago
  • Is it normal that I taste my own ***?

    I'm 18 and I masturbate quite often and every now and then once I've cummed while my foreskin is back I run my finger across the tip of my penis to get any ***/liquid on my finger and I taste it to see how it tastes, is this normal
    I'm 18 and I masturbate quite often and every now and then once I've cummed while my foreskin is back I run my finger across the tip of my penis to get any ***/liquid on my finger and I taste it to see how it tastes, is this normal
    4 answers · Mental Health · 11 hours ago
  • Should the British military switch their allegiance to the system developed by one of Britain's greatest tacticians and threat identifiers?

    If this were to happen, the evil snakes in that vile building would be ousted, saving countless lives.
    If this were to happen, the evil snakes in that vile building would be ousted, saving countless lives.
    6 answers · Mental Health · 1 day ago
  • What do you do when a girl is crying ?

    My sister was watching her favorite show she's upset because her favorite actress left the show for an unknown reason the show is old it was back in the 70's who knows why she left she said it's not fair she's mad at me I don't know why I had nothing to do with it. I don't understand why... show more
    My sister was watching her favorite show she's upset because her favorite actress left the show for an unknown reason the show is old it was back in the 70's who knows why she left she said it's not fair she's mad at me I don't know why I had nothing to do with it. I don't understand why most girls cry over celebrities so much. She's so mad and upset she keeps hitting me it's almost midnight she won't go to sleep she's too upset. How can I calm her down ?
    7 answers · Mental Health · 1 day ago
  • Am I suicidal or what do I exactly have?

    I’m 15, I constantly feel suicidal with no trace of sadness or numbness, nothing like depression for what I know. I constantly have these suicidal thoughts, almost all the time, I could be showering and I’d always think of throwing myself against the glass wall that’s seperating me from the door till it breaks into... show more
    I’m 15, I constantly feel suicidal with no trace of sadness or numbness, nothing like depression for what I know. I constantly have these suicidal thoughts, almost all the time, I could be showering and I’d always think of throwing myself against the glass wall that’s seperating me from the door till it breaks into shreds of glass; big or small give or take, and literally cutting me up till I bleed out or I’d “stumble” off a high place and falling to my death. And one time, never thought I would, but I ended up harming myself, following one of my suicidal thoughts I made sure no one saw me, but after at least 20 minutes my family members found me, I was conscious and aware of what’s going on but I felt at ease oddly, I broke my entire wrist, got bent inwards and I really didn’t want to be saved. Now I’m constantly thinking of harming myself at an alarming rate, whenever I’m feeling happy, I’d feel suicidal too, whenever I’m feeling neutral I’d feel suicidal, every feeling? Suddenly mixed with suicidal. I know i should not be feeling this way and I’m well aware of that, I sadly can’t get help, all the help I can get WAS through school but I no longer am in school, it’s summer, and my country doesn’t do me any justice as well; my parents, although I love them, dismiss stuff like this and label it as “insane”, I don’t know why I’m feeling this way and what I might have, please help. (I made a similar post to this but I haven’t gotten replies only 1 was broad rest were troll)
    7 answers · Mental Health · 1 day ago
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  • Nausea and Vomitting right after eating? Help please?

    This has been going on for 2 weeks. After I eat, I feel nauseated within 15 minutes. Sometimes I vomit, sometimes I don't, but usually it is dry heaving. It happens around 2-5 times a day. It mostly just happens after having a decent sized meal. If I eat before I sleep, I will usually dry heave the next... show more
    This has been going on for 2 weeks. After I eat, I feel nauseated within 15 minutes. Sometimes I vomit, sometimes I don't, but usually it is dry heaving. It happens around 2-5 times a day. It mostly just happens after having a decent sized meal. If I eat before I sleep, I will usually dry heave the next morning. I don't have diarrhea. I have no fever. What is wrong with me? Should I see a doctor or will should it eventually pass?
    5 answers · Other - Health · 1 day ago
  • Would a life style with out any stimulants benefit you as a person or drive you crazy?

    E.g no TV, no technology , no drugs / alcohol nothing that gives you "a feel good " boost. Just drinking water when thirsty and eating a light healthy meal when hungry. For fun or hobbies you could do something creative such as read or draw, or exercise.
    E.g no TV, no technology , no drugs / alcohol nothing that gives you "a feel good " boost. Just drinking water when thirsty and eating a light healthy meal when hungry. For fun or hobbies you could do something creative such as read or draw, or exercise.
    7 answers · Other - Health · 2 days ago
  • What's the PURPOSE of my life if I'm a totally worthless woman?

    If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman: - ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty) - Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify) - stupid - short tempered - childhood molestation victim So what should I do... show more
    If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman: - ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty) - Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify) - stupid - short tempered - childhood molestation victim So what should I do with my useless life now? What's the purpose of it? I don't believe in charity or helping others because noone helped me when I needed it. I am also only physically attracted to White men so it's not easy for me to date. I don't get along with other women well, and have no "parents" (never met my *father*). I am 22 and studying. But in reality I don't have any ambitions and any interests in life Sounds like my life has no meaning.. dying would be better, but I'm such a coward i haven't tried ending it
    26 answers · Mental Health · 5 days ago