My 10 year old dog, Boomer died hours ago. My life is miserable. I lost a dog and lost the girl that I love?
I'm so sad at my life, I felt like giving up and wish that I was not born. I keep on applying on various IT companies today coz I can't stand at home and it would make me cry to remember my dog. I hope someday I would be alright, please help me pray that someday I would love again, its not easy for me to move on on a 3 year mutual relationship with a girl and end up with a mess, its not easy to forget my 10 years of good memories with my dog. My christmas is so sad. The last happy christmas that I spent with my family was 2006. I am not a bad person but I am a sinner too. Why is it that people who wishes to live good things in life, end up having bad lucks and miserable life? I never wish to have this pain? will i get it through? I keep on finding again for a new girl but I always miss Daisy. I wish to find a girl like her, I want to feel again the same feeling that I met her and when I'm with her on another girl. It seems like there is no girl meant for me. I am so sad right now, I will miss my dog, Please pray for me regardless of your religion. I am a catholic christian. Is this the payment for all my sins? or why does God give me all this miserable things? I am so lonely, worried, sad and frustrated at my life right now. Please help me.