My older sister committed suicide yesterday?

I'm so upset! I just found out a little over an hour ago. She was found dead yesterday afternoon, and I didn't get to say goodbye. she was very disturbed and upset, and was dealing with am eating disorder, sexual abuse, and bipolar. I would ask her a lot if she would ever kill herself and she promised me... show more I'm so upset! I just found out a little over an hour ago. She was found dead yesterday afternoon, and I didn't get to say goodbye. she was very disturbed and upset, and was dealing with am eating disorder, sexual abuse, and bipolar. I would ask her a lot if she would ever kill herself and she promised me no. I'm so sad but mad at her at the same time, why did she do this to me? She was so young, she was only 26..couldn't she see she had many years to come?
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