Today(worse than others) but like a lot of other days, I feel like ending it. I take care of my father with kidney disease who has no motivation, TO DO ANYTHING. My mother died of breast cancer when I was 4 and he never remarried. In 2009, when I was 16 going on 17, I was the victim of a drunk driver and died three times/was in a medically induced coma for a few months and when released, my heart stopped when I was home for a few months. I don't have any current complications except headaches and am actually going into nursing. I have frequent depression, mainly because I have no success trying to get my father out-and-about, what I've been through and among other things. Whatever/whoever you believe God is great, he has a plan for everyone, so never doubt him. He will never put you through something you CAN'T handle. Trust in him as he believes in you. Seek out counseling/reach out to someone close to you for help as I am too. Stay strong and never stop smiling!