Honestly **** your abusive family and your abusive brother and what kind of brother makes people bully you in school, that is one shitty brother you got there , you deserve a better family who treated you better honestly you did not deserve to be treated like that **** the assholes who treated you like that in high school , **** those dumbass teenagers who made fun of you in high school, Honestly the world is so ****** up i ******* hate it there so many assholes here and i dont understand why????
Like what the **** , why would you ever bully someone or treat a person like ****
you are a good, smart , kind hearted , and precious bean who deserves to be protected
You are a good person who deserved a better family and a better brother
I was crying when i read your post It's so sad what you had to go through, nobody deserves to go through that and just in case if you need anyone to talk to you can email me anytime or you can call a helpline if you want
Because i went to a helpline once for people who wanted to kill themselves ( i had and still have an issue with depression) and i felt like a huge burden of keeping my feelings inside was off my chest , Why dont you go on a vacation, or try bungee jumping, ice skating or stuff you have never tried before to make yourself feel better , What I mean to say is why dont you take a break or do something fun for yourself , like do something for you to get your mind off of feeling worthless , It might not work and the sad feelings you have might still be there but the fun activities might help you to have fun , You deserve to be happy and you deserve to love yourself because you are a good person with a broken heart gone through too much, with all the bullshit you had to go through in your life you deserve to have some time with yourself , But please do anything but think your worthless because you are not worthless, your beautiful ,kind ,and strong
You deserve to keep living you deserve to be happy
Please dont try to kill yourself, i wish i was there to give you a hug
I know that despite what i say what you feel about yourself isn't going to change but it should you are not the one who should be feeling worthless, you know who should feel worthless your toxic family and those dumbasses who bullied you in high school they deserve to feel bad about themselves you don't , it just makes me so sad that a good person like you was bullied and the effect that bullying had on your life is causing you to feel worthless about yourself , so please please as a person who has also been mentally abused please don't do anything to harm yourself , you deserve a better life and a better family that can treat you better.