Please help need advice ?

Question

Boyfriend had a threesome 7 years ago and I feel like I could never match up to that kind of fun that my boyfriend got to have even tho he said it wasn’t that fun but more awkward/uncomfortable But I feel he got to do that plus more and I haven’t got to do anything especially in my past. How could I match up to what he did 7 years ago while being in a relationship? I’ve always kinda wanted a threesome but I don’t want it with my boyfriend and he does not want that as well. 

Answer 1

Ok so you want a threesome without your boyfriend in it and he isn't okay with it, maybe you should reconsider this relationship?

Answer 2

There is no need to "match up" with anything. Why would you want to?